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[Sunday, Apr. 11, 2004 @ 9:25 pm]
i don't like being jerked around, ignored, or blown off. right now i really feel like i'm dating alex. fuck, i don't mean that. it's just. okay, i'll explain. rayquel stays the night at melanie's house on thursday. keith tries to kiss her. she doesn't want to talk about it. she tells me she loves me. then she leaves for LTC on friday. i call like 10 times. she answers 3 of those times and saids, "i'll call you back later". she never called back. saturday and today i call her a bunch of times and she doesn't answer. she just got home. she doesn't want to talk to me, she wants to talk to daniel, the guy who melanie likes. I FEEL FUCKED AROUND WITH. I don't like feeling fucked around with, in fact, this is one of my LEAST FAVORITE FUCKING FEELINGS. I hope to god she will talk to me soon and fuckin explain herself. until then, i'll just sit here with cason and whine. fuck'n hell i hate relationships. well. sometimes. like these times. which is why i guess this is pissing me off so much. oh well. anywho. i'm probably not going to get to see her anyway. fuck it. later.
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