shadyslayer's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i think i scared mona...lmao... from now on, i'm listening to my mother. "you'll meet many women, amanda. you'll fall in love with many women. rayquel isn't the first, i'm sure, and i'm positive she won't be the last. so don't get all wrapped up in her, in this relationship. she's young, and she'll get bored soon, i'm sure." words of wisdom. Also, cason. I love cason. he's officially my pillar of strength. i love this man. if i was straight, i'd marry him. ...cason, mona, and i are doing three-way. or going to. fun. whee. mona is awesome. rayquel was right. i was flirting with her. oh well. she's awesome. *bes all happy with her friends* happyness is fun. You know what? I'm not gonna let Rayquel drag me down. I'm not gonna let this kill me like I thought it was. Or at least. I'm not gonna show it. So hey I'll be okay. I will. And I hope she will be too. So yeah, I don't write my goodbyes, rayquel. but i love you. and maybe someday in the future, you'll understand how much i love you. but life goes on. and so do i. oh, and hun, i don't suggest you talk to many of my friends. especially cason. he may quiet snappish with you. lmao. part of me kinda wants you to go to florida now. you'd like it there. you'd be happy. and hey! now you don't have to give up your family for stupid ol' me! but hey cason'll always be here. and mona's pretty cool. and i may start budding with david agian. emotional teenagers suck. *shrug* 10:22 pm - Wednesday, Apr. 14, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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