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i think i'll stop being so insane...follow my mom's advice and such.
[Wednesday, Apr. 14, 2004 @ 9:17 pm]
I'm an idiot.

I can't tell you how sorry I am for that other entry, hun. You know I didn't mean it. I'm just. so scared and paranoid. I talked to cas after I hung up with you last night. You fell asleep, so eventually I had to.

Keith just reminded me it's our four month aniversary this month.

I think I'll try to do something special.

I've apologized enough for being an idiot the last two days. So I guess I'll stop apologizing.

Anywho.

I'm learning some cool songs. A bunch of tegan and sara. I love them.

Degrassi is funny.

Anywho.

Rayquel's on now. So i'm going to go talk to the love of my life.

and god do i love her

you know, i thought that i knew what love was. i thought it was something that..i don't know. but it was hell. i thought love was hell. she's blown my expectations away. she's everything.

and i can be such an asshole.

*shrug*

i try.