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%%username%%.diaryland.com am i contagious?
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[Friday, May. 14, 2004 @ 5:43 pm]
i am so confused. i turned a girl bi today, apparently. she talked to me for two seconds, and now she likes me. sad and strange, isn't it? what scares me is that for 2 seconds, i considered it. but no. no, no no no, and agian i say, no. i'm so in love with her and only her. i don't know. i know i should probably keep my options open. i know i should probably just quit this with rayquel, because sometimes it seems like such hard work with no reward. well, there is a reward. to see her happy. that simple thing makes me so happy. her happiness is one of my main concerns. i don't know. maybe if something really bad happens. but i'll never love her. because i'm already in love. and i always will be.
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