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am i contagious?
[Friday, May. 14, 2004 @ 5:43 pm]
i am so confused.

i turned a girl bi today, apparently. she talked to me for two seconds, and now she likes me.

sad and strange, isn't it?

what scares me is that for 2 seconds, i considered it.

but no.

no, no no no, and agian i say, no.

i'm so in love with her and only her.

i don't know.

i know i should probably keep my options open. i know i should probably just quit this with rayquel, because sometimes it seems like such hard work with no reward.

well, there is a reward.

to see her happy. that simple thing makes me so happy.

her happiness is one of my main concerns.

i don't know.

maybe if something really bad happens.

but i'll never love her. because i'm already in love.

and i always will be.