shadyslayer's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- court, love, and words of Buddist wisdom yeah i re-added my counter cause i realized how much i like being a megalomaniac. inflate my ego, please. also-- i went to court today. it was very interesting. yes, the judge was a middle-class, white, ultra-conservative man. yay. so that, of course, means we got off completely. so i suppose in this case, i suppose this is good. talkin to rayquel. and cason. i love them both. cason is like. gah we're so close. and we don't even try to be, anymore. well. that's not true. we try to be even more close. it's like, the farther away we are, the more we try to see eachother. everytime something bad happens, i call him. he calls me, for the same reasons. it's kinda strange. i never really relied on him like this before. i love him. i really do. rayquel has some strange dreams. i keep thinking a lot lately. maybe too much. i don't know. i don't wanna give anything away anymore. i don't wanna talk about it. unless i talk to cas about it. cause she's the only person in the world i can trust to never tell anybody anything. she's also one of the very few people that will stick around to hear my rantings. which i enjoy. most people are annoyed by them. hell, she probably is too. but cas loves me so she puts up with them. yes. i love cas too. cas is wonderful. and such. ...i'd just like to say something about heather here. cause i sorta read one of her entries. and. she's hurting. i guess. i just want her to know that she can handle this. that she's stronger than she thinks she is. she can take whatever's thrown at her, if she wants to. she's an amazing person. i hope she knows that. she can handle this, and i hope her and the one she loves will be happy. she deserve that. happiness. and i hope she knows i still care about her. i don't know why i'm putting this in here. i guess i'm just kinda worried about her. *shrug* yeah. anywho. going to a lock-in tomorrow. at a church. apparently, mona, cason, megan, david, and...rayquel will be there. how fun. "Let your mind become clear like a still forest pool." 1:14 pm - Thursday, Jun. 03, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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