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[Friday, Jun. 18, 2004 @ 6:01 am]
yes, well. i can't sleep. being that i normally fall asleep on the phone with rayquel. something made me happy tonight. and i'm telling you, this is really stupid. but it did. i happened to be looking around Slayer Pride's forum. and saw a couple of pictures of alex. and then i looked at my pictures of rayquel. and i felt so happy. because rayquel is so much more. everything. i can't explain it. but it hit me. for like. the second time. how much i need this girl. i love her. sometimes so much that i get scared cause of it. but i hope that it'll all work itself out. because i love her so much. i don't know. i just love her. and. i'm happy now. and she seems very happy. oh! speaking of which. halloween is going to be mountains of fun! mountains with little rainbows on top! yes her and mona (cason's girlfriend) are going to dress up as... CATHOLIC SCHOOL GIRLS *dies* i couldn't. dream. a better scene. and. they're looking for whips! school girls, AND WHIPS! *bounces* wheeeeeeeee. yes. and cason's gonna be sexy bob the builder. and i'm gonna be donnie. cause i'm cool. oh! i got a FRANK! yes. i went to build a bear and made a Frank the Bunny. he's cute, he's brown, and he's in a black t-shirt and black and grey boxers. oh yes. cason's home now. i'm all alone. i can't call anyone for two weeks. i have to get a job. our vaction for this summer, now consists of going to Abilene. ..i'm not complaining about that. i just want my phone. no, the fact that *I* am the reason it doesn't work is NOT the point! yeah. i don't watch my time when talking to her. so. i waste minutes. like an idiot. so now i can't see her for 2 weeks. so it'll be at least 3 before i actually see her, cause of her church's Mission Trip. *cries* but. then i'll stay a week there. and i'll make it up to her. cause i promised i would. and i'm a good girl. *nod* yes. innocent as ever. ...............bwa. whee! *prance* oh oh oh and cas? i miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiissssssssss you BE ONLINE during the day. so i can talk to you. and such. *nod* because. i want to. i miss cas. lots. oh! you should just. randomly call me. at my home phone. 325-944-3932..i think..or maybe it's 325-949-3932..i dun remember..sad, but i don't..oh well. *shrug* try? i miss my lesbian mommy. *pouts* anywho. yes. must TRY to sleep now. (by the way...the phone call at 10?..and you wonder why i love you...)
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