shadyslayer's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- make a wish... my wish? i didn't wanna say it cause i didn't want to talk to about it. so maybe you'll read it instead. i wished for a couple of things. i wished. that you would be happy. i wished that you would make a decision, and be happy with that decision. i wanted to wish that you'd choose me. but i couldn't. because. just in case these wishes would come true. i'd want you to choose me on your own. not with the help of a wish. so i'll just hope instead. so yeah and. yeah. it sounds stupid. the exact reason i didn't wanna tell you on the phone. i love you. i want you happy. however that is, it doesn't matter. i just want you as happy as you were when we first were together. i wanna see you skipping, and jumping, and being jolly. i wanna see you acting like your normal kiddish self. because i realized something. i love that about you. it's something that i was attracted to in you. it's something i love. yeah, i know. i act like i want everyone to grow up. i'm really just bitter. cause i had to grow up so fast. and then. when i met all of my online friends..most of them were adults. people who were all grown up. and did not dance in cirlces and sing the Nightmare Before Christmas. who do not wear cute little undies and a flintstone t-shirt. i love that about you. and i honestly just realized that last night. but yeah i'll stop ranting now maybe you'll read this tonight. maybe tomorrow. i dunno. till then i'll just go back to talkin to you. *talks* 11:31 pm - Friday, Jun. 18, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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