shadyslayer's Diaryland Diary

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god i hate myself and everythng i do i always fuck everything up

okay. i need to stop saying things i don't really feel.

gah i'm so stupid

i try so hard just to..play my stupid part.

i didn't even stop and think that it MAY be different this time

i'm so ready for you to just tell me you hate me, and that you want me to die, that i've already got a responce.

jesus i hate myself

please talk to me

you know i didn't mean it

i can catagorize my list of wants very easily:

1. you

2. sleep

3. food

4. comfort

5. you

that's about it. that's what i want, now.

jesus. i'll talk. fine. i'll talk.

whatever you want, because that's all i've ever wanted. and i mean that *seriously*.

1:47 pm - Sunday, Jul. 04, 2004

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