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%%username%%.diaryland.com god i hate myself and everythng i do i always fuck everything up
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[Sunday, Jul. 04, 2004 @ 1:47 pm]
okay. i need to stop saying things i don't really feel. gah i'm so stupid i try so hard just to..play my stupid part. i didn't even stop and think that it MAY be different this time i'm so ready for you to just tell me you hate me, and that you want me to die, that i've already got a responce. jesus i hate myself please talk to me you know i didn't mean it i can catagorize my list of wants very easily: 1. you 2. sleep 3. food 4. comfort 5. you that's about it. that's what i want, now. jesus. i'll talk. fine. i'll talk. whatever you want, because that's all i've ever wanted. and i mean that *seriously*.
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