shadyslayer's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Paid for by the Federal Government: know that everything you're going through now will only make you stronger, smarter, in a sense, better the pain you feel is only given as much thought as you demand think of it this way: you're everything she wishes she could've been you'll marry someone you love. they won't leave you. you won't get stranded with 3-4 children in your house, alone, at 40 something. And I have just a slight guess that you won't treat your children the same way she does, either. you're incredibly itelligent and talented, so you're going to be so successful...to top it off, you're devestatingly beautiful. No matter how much you tell anyone you're not, you are. And you're only going to get prettier as you grow up. you're going to be all the great things she wishes she could be. of course she treats you horribly. she's jealous. who wouldn't be? life is going to screw you up. it'll throw you around, tossing you on several train tracks. you won't manage to get ON the train till you're older..much, much, much, older. So don't tear yourself up too. Life will do it for you. You know, they say that..what makes us human is our..language, our...sense of self, and our preservation of life. I disagree. Humans are the only species capable of self harm, and suicide. the mere fact that we will..discard our basic insticts of SURVIVAL..that makes us different. Special. And make no mistake, it's only us. And majorly? Americans and Canadians. Why? Is it because we're bored? Perhaps because, the need for food and shelter is such...a far thing in our CHILDISH minds, that we have time to consider it. Most children have no responsibilities, and even IF they did, they would never consider them. Cause kids are selfish. But some of us, are better than that and overcome it. I can count them on my fingers. Myself, I have set goals. I've set...deadlines. Dreams I am determined to make into reality. Things that are VERY possible. I'm going to volunteer for Sen. Stenholm's campain. Then, in 2008...I will be volunteering for PRESIDENT KERRY'S RE-ELECTION CAMPAIN. oh yes, I demand that it happens. Anywho. I'm really tired of talking now so... (oh, by the way..MY CELLPHONE WORKS NOW) 5:16 pm - Wednesday, Sept. 01, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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